19497951 cda481774d4502da26b9565905da8227 bethsaysyes http://gravatar.com/bethsaysyes bethsaysyes http://0.gravatar.com/avatar/cda481774d4502da26b9565905da8227 http://0.gravatar.com/avatar/cda481774d4502da26b9565905da8227 thumbnail bethsaysyes Ok, I'm self employed, and I've just done my tax return for 2009/2010. I earned so little the tax man owes ME money! Things have got to change. I have until next September to make my acting career work, or I'm gunna be a primary school teacher, and thats that. I say all this like I have a bad life - I really don't. Its all an adventure, and I want to write about how I handle it all Luckily I'm blessed with some crazies: -my gorgeous, flakey, homeless, broke actor boyfriend who has no idea he has an alcohol problem -my mental holiday-addicted parents, currently in Barbados -my newly-qualified-nurse-younger-sister who has a far more sensible job and far greater financial security than me... -my hilarious best friends. One a workaholic solicitor, One living in Australia (who I've promised to visit every year for the last....errrr....9 years), and one genius artist/cake decorator extroadinaire who is terminally ill with hodgkins lymphoma A mixed bag, yes?