I am a writer who wants to believe, which is to say i know what i am but also what it is to be deep in doubt. Every day a chance to show up and open. Every day a fight to re-connect. T.S. Eliot says love is unmoving. Winterson, that a book can throw you across the room. Loving through words is detail work, the elastic zoom in and out..at once intimate and immense. One writer will give you permission; another will reveal you; and a few will make you excited to be alive.