mymommybrain

Texas

i'm a mommy of 2, my oldest being only 3 years old and the youngest is 1 1/2. i have one of each, and, yes you read their ages right, they are 14 months apart. nope, that wasn't exactly the plan. i was told the 1st year is the hardest and that they will be best friends. the 1st year was a blur and then i heard it's really the first 2 years that are the hardest. we are almost to that 2 year mark and so far they do get along but i wouldn't exactly say they are bff's yet.

pre-parenthood, i worked full time in healthcare and took pride in my ability to multi-task, stay uber-organized {the container store is my zen place}, remember birthdays and anniversaries without checking the calendar and able to remember a to do or shoping list without having to write it down.

now? well that's a whole other story! i work only 2 days a week and i'm struggling to even do that! i live in a constant brain fog that pretty much makes living life at my pre-parenthood level a total impossibility. if i don't write it down, it doesn't happen. and heaven forbid i lose my calendar! :-)

now, i'm just trying to figure out all this motherhood and parenting stuff while trying to keep up with who 'i' am as a person. {i am someone other than T's wife and R and M's mom, right? where did that person go? hope she's not gone for too long!}

i thought a blog might be helpful to navigate through the fog. and i've decided to keep it annonymous so that i have the total freedom to write anything i want about anything and anyone i want. that way i don't have to worry about embarrassing myself or pissing off anyone! :-)

so, here it goes...