25972132 98cff4359ead102a379b03ee58c9ded3 wordsfallfrommyeyes http://gravatar.com/wordsfallfrommyeyes wordsfallfrommyeyes http://1.gravatar.com/avatar/98cff4359ead102a379b03ee58c9ded3 http://1.gravatar.com/avatar/98cff4359ead102a379b03ee58c9ded3 thumbnail http://0.gravatar.com/userimage/25972132/8054bf37f33d689c39fa52b974c75bca #f52424 left repeat http://2.gravatar.com/bg/25972132/0e0b6c9666ea102820c1c179a8ed0139 Noeleen N'n. \"Knowing is not enough, we must apply. Willing is not enough, we must do.\" Words of Bruce Lee (on the poster behind me) WordsFallFromMyEyes Hi, & thanks for pausing my way. I have written since given my first diary at age 10 by Aunty Rosalie (r.ip.). I credit her that I began writing. Yet, recording my life - through my box camera & tape recorder as a teen - I have done since "forever". I began capturing my life because it was surreal to me that I existed. In my teens, I felt alien, not of this earth, a visitor. And I was recording my visit. In my household where I had landed, I was recording the aliens. Dysfunctional families are entertaining on a good day, and devastating, destructive on a bad day. WordsFallFromMyEyes tells my story in part but not whole. WFFME centres on the first years of my son's life, & mentions my history in the context of how MY RAISING affected MY CAPACITY to parent - and I wish to pass on the message to stop abuse, abuse, abuse: for you affect THAT CHILD'S CAPACITY TO FUTURE PARENT. That is, you affect the world ever, ad infinitum. This my blog I began Aug'11, is a book I've long wanted to write. The facts re my son/his father I recovered from journals I began to my unborn child, continued through his toddlerhood, TORTUROUS Family Court battles; & ponderances in recall of experiences/life as me: individual, spirited & highly passionate, desperately pained, alone, & crowded. THIS IS A FIRST DRAFT, but you'll not see a book like this on the shelves, for all the books on the shelves are positive baby books "Welcome to motherhood :) :) :)" etc. No books on the shelves address what my son & me survived. I write in release of me but in doing so, hope in some way to give to YOU. Thank you, your interest. Melbourne australia wordsfallfrommyeyes@hotmail.com true http://www.WordsFallFromMyEyes.wordpress.com