Dee Dee L

This is my first blog at the age of 40, an age I never thought I'd survive to. Since a tender age of 4, I started suffering from anxiety, depression. I've never really had that sense of self, and the only thing familiar in my life has always been fear. These fears 'mutated' to what it is know, and I feel I'm living through the motions in life, never really sure about my purpose or who I really am.

On the 25th of Feb 2019, I was diagnosed with stage 1 breast cancer, something no one could have ever expected in addition to the many years of mental madness I suffered.

So this blog, nevertheless is my attempt to go deep within my very soul, in search of my true self, and hopefully, a first step to learning to get out of my own head and start living again.