As I was growing up, but still very young, I looked around me at how messed up the world was and I made a conscious decision that I would regret for the rest of my life, yet at the same time, it was also the Best decision I’ve ever made in my entire life!
I watched friend’s hook-up, then break-up, or get married and shortly thereafter getting divorced.
No commitment it seemed in relationships and no one seemed to even know what they wanted.
My conscious decision was to NOT have kids because I didn’t think it would be fair to them to be raised in a society that has no respect for them or their futures!
In order to accomplish this, I stayed out of relationships my whole life, up until I was 47 and then I discovered something Amazing!
Jesus Christ had talked about ‘being a solitary man’ or ‘leading a solitary life’ and I didn’t understand that until I was 47 years old having led a ‘solitary life’ for other reasons!
Jesus Christ was giving relationship advice as well as trying to help others to reach His level without the distractions.
At the age of 47 I had followed Christ’s teachings and then finished it off by eliminating Greed from my life!
Once I did this, I got into the Best relationship that anyone could EVER get in! A relationship with God and I learned a lot about God from that point on!
It is the Perfect first Relationship because God doesn’t do any of the negative thing’s humans do!
• God never talks down to me.
• God always respects me.
• God is never negative to me.
• God is always there to Empower me when I need it.
• God never limits me in any ways.
So, now I understood that Christ meant to lead a solitary life up until you can accomplish this relationship with God, because if you get into people relationships before that, that person can be used against you by the devil (demons) to keep you from ever reaching that relationship with God!
If I would have gotten into a relationship and/or had a kid, I would have focused my life on them and would have never reached the level I’m at now with God!