I Was Supposed To Die

In 2004 my medical doctor began dumping psych drugs into me. In Feb. 2005 I had a textbook negative reaction to Ambien so that I did not sleep for 16 days. Even though I kept going to the doctor telling him that something was wrong he ignored me while he and his staff acted like I was there because I was either a stoned druggie or I had the irrepressible hots for him. In fact, I was seeing the doctor every other week on the orders of my insurance company GEICO so that he could issue a report on the condition of a very bad neck injury I'd incurred in July 2004, that nearly broke my neck at the C1 / C3.
On the 16th day my mom went to find out what he had been giving me. At his office she told him if he did not help me then she was going to call the cops to arrest him. What he did, then, was to mention the Ambien in his notes but reported that he was sending me to the hospital for being suicidal/homicidal and that I had told him I was going to kill my husband of 28 years. He was a liar. He worked with his CEO who was a family member of his at Multicare in Kent, Washington. At the hospital (VOLUNTARILY) they helped me to get sleep, wonderful sleep. But what those 16 days without sleep did was to become a nightmare for me, but something the doctor was not going to help me to overcome. In his notes, that I was never supposed to see, he started writing things suggesting I was bi polar, inferring I might have a history of alcoholism and marital problems. And he began burying the Ambien incident. To cover up, he and Multicare unnecessarily gave me a total hysterectomy by originally telling me my uterus was in advanced stages of cancer and that I had only 3 to 6 weeks to live. At the same time they stopped the psych drug “treatment" they’d been dumping into me since late 2004. After the hysterectomy, in the follow up pelvic exam, they had security take me into an unlit room, surrounded me and told me to sign an edit agreeing to never return. At the same moment the medical doctor had my husband in his office interrogating him about me, but they never told him I was in the clinic or what they were doing to me. Even more, as if all of this wasn’t enough, they violated my patient’s rights to privacy in December 2005 by taking me to court, creating a false narrative they built a case against me that they could never prove. They used the symptoms I was suffering from the drugs, the unnecessary surgical removal of my female organs, and from the emotional trauma of it all to humiliate me and to publicly state that I was a danger to them. They completely violated my HIPAA rights to privacy, did not even request a closed case. They, Multicare, and the doctor’s family infiltrated my life, (and I have binders of evidence), and they began a smear campaign against me to cover up. They used gaslighting and psychological manipulation, hoping to push me to suicide. Even still they use what’s called future faking, baiting me to believe there is this greater purpose that will suddenly be revealed. Its very much like the Deep State story of the “indictments.” Its what will never happen, a psychological game of the powerful and privileged. The medical doctor and his relative CEO were former military officers. They are experienced at cover up, damage control, and blame shifting. Ultimately in 2007 one or another of them hired an existential Luciferian psycho analyst to sexually compromise me so that they could humiliate me further. But, when I told the guy. no, instead of letting it go, he raped me. Then he and his business partner stalked me, terrorized me, and has continued to make my life hell while making it appear they were the victims. All of them infiltrated my life, even my church and volunteer groups. I have the proof with emails and other communications between them that have been given to me by people trying to help. Most are staying anonymous, afraid for good reasons. They cost me my marriage, my career, my family, my home, and all of my belongings and assets, including my retirement. Today I live in poverty and on charity. In August 2018 they took me to court AGAIN, for the 5th or 6th time. I had a blog called Psychotropic Recovery that scripted I Was Supposed To Die. WordPress took down that blog, which the FBI said was their helping to cover up my chronological reporting of the harm they had been doing that went on for years. Doing this to patients is not uncommon for them. In 2018 the court tried to extradite me back to Seattle to face charges with hopes they could either put me into jail or into a mental institution, which is where the medical doctor’s crony psychiatrist father operated out of. Basically they were trying to steal my small social security pension while making me disappear. I was supposed to die a long time ago, like Rick, Misty and Lulu’s sister have died from this same practice. All of this that has been done has been to cover up their business. 💜✝💜 Only this past year (2018) have I become well enough to start gathering the official documentation that is now proving in more accurate details what has been done to me. There are investigations, medical records and all show a trail that goes from Multicare to Blue Cross Blue Shield to the police departments, and even to the courts, and it shows they had “friends” in my life reporting back to them about me. I’ve hoped to get the individuals and their entities to at least repay me for my financial losses, but the chances of that are slim. Therefore I’m writing a book exposing them all.

January 30, 2020:
It has been realized my health has been declining due to sleep apnea. In the diagrams it can be seen sleep apnea occurs at the level of the C1 - C3 and above the area where cartilage in the neck ends. It is being discovered through records GEICO was paying the bills for the two groups who knew how badly I'd been injured; the chiropractor (who had x rays) and the massage therapist who were specialists in that field. GEICO claims to have destroyed those records, although their agents say they keep all records, the same as so does St. Joseph Hospital. The extent of that injury has purposefully been covered up by both GEICO and my then health insurance FEP Blue Cross Blue Shield/Regence of Washington. In 2018 I put in a claim to Blue Cross for fraud. They have not responded, and like the police in Washington State do not either, I doubt they even took the report.
The attorney representing me with the car wreck had me sign that I would not sue him for prematurely settling the claim with GEICO even though he knew I was not recovered and that I needed more care. Because I had gone over 2 years unable to work, I agreed in order to obtain the needed funds to continue the much needed treatment for my neck that I'd already started paying for out of pocket because insurance had started refusing to cover those costs.
I don't know the technicalities of it, and all of the entities involved are very aware we do not, but now that I'm on the sleep apnea (CPAC) machine the C1 - C3 injury is being exposed through tremendous pain. Also above that area is tingling that seems to be in a good way. It seems almost as if areas that were being aided through treatment are not receiving that type of massaging through the pressure of the sleep apnea equipment. I really do not know what to think of it, and I'm going to imagine the doctor in charge of this isn't going to know either. I think its professional courtesy to not know.
At any rate, I am optimistic about this sleep apnea equipment being the answer to a lot of problems I've been having ever since the car accident in 2004. Because after the accident is when I began experiencing sleep issues and after the accident is when I began feeling depressed over the slow rate of recovery from the car wreck. I was becoming depressed because GEICO was telling me that my injury appeared worse than the medical doctor was stating. When they were saying that I would report it to the doctor. What he did was give me Buspar for anxiety, (even though I told him I was feeling depressed,) instead of addressing the seriousness of the neck injury. GEICO began telling me they believed my slow recovery was due to something else. I would report that to the doctor too. So, although GEICO was scaring me, leaving me wondering what else was going on that I didn't understand, the doctor wasn't going to address it. In fact, now that I've gotten the medical records I see he doesn't even speak of the neck injury. Instead the notes speak about the drugs he was giving me, and his own surmising about why I needed them, (marital problems I was not actually having until the drugs, possible alcoholism which I never had until year 8 of their tormenting me, and being bi polar which I'm not), and how I was responding to them. He was projecting. Nothing in his records is right, or even appropriate to what was going on.
The longer I'm managing to live, the more I'm discovering the negligence and fraud Multicare committed against me, and the more I realize GEICO and FEP Blue Cross knew and have helped to cover up, circa 2004 - 2018.
*Unfortunately things got worse for me than what was mentioned above, because the doctor's clinic took me to court, and during that process inadvertently I'd uncovered and then filed exhibits with the court that showed the doctor's psychiatrist father who was employed by State's DSHS owned and operated hospital for the criminally insane was experimenting on the people with pharmaceuticals, including doing it against their wills. Basically, it appeared they were running a racket. When the doctor's father saw what I'd filed with the courts he and his crony network took it upon themselves to destroy my life. And they did. What they were doing to me I began blogging about in 2009. The courts ordered my blog taken down. The FBI said the courts were purposefully helping to cover up my chronological reporting of what was being done, and their intent to harm me is obvious. Currently I write on this blog and do it in compliance with the court so that I can continue telling my story and to share about how I've managed to survive, against the odds. RIP Misty Upham.