Howdy. About me huh? Well, I'm Niki. No Lee is not my last name. It's my middle. My last name would never be on here are you crazy? Some might say Lee is fitting as my last name though. I've been told more times than I can count that I look Chinese. Ok because I have a flat face and slanted eyes. Assholes. Anyways, I'm a depressed, bankrupt, single mother of two to put it bluntly. You want real and honest you came to the right place. I just want to share my thoughts and my hot mess life. Why? So other hot messes can know they are not alone in this world.